Our very special friend,very special kitty went to the bridge this morning.
She had been struggling against her disease and we believe that she has no pain now.
We've just lost another friend who had Felv.
I'm not sure if I can express my feelings properly in English. But I'll try.
I feel like everything has stopped when someone who you really loved passed away.
But life moves on and the world looks the same as before.
Sometimes I can't accept it.
Why is the sky so blue and birds are singing. Why I'm working. Why I'm eating.
I feel so strange with the situation.
But,that really helps me,too.
I have lovely 3 amigos who needs my loving care.
There is a deadline for my job.
I need to do this, I need to go there.....
These thing help me move on.
But one thing has really changed that I can't hug him/her anymore in this life.
And special places in my heart for them were added.
Hope that means my heart is getting bigger and bigger,deeper and deeper.
Thank you all so much for your warm comments and we are very sorry for not being able to visit you and update our post today again.
I'd like to send this song to every special kitties who had gone to the bridge.